I wonder

I wonder

	I wonder where I'm going
and	I wonder where I've gone,
	I wonder what I'm doing here
and	when I'm moving on
	I wonder when I'm going
as	I think on where I've been
	I wonder what I'm going for
	whatever can it mean:
	This coming and this going
	from there and place to place
	whatever do I do it for;
	I know it's not a race
	I wonder what I'm doing
	what I'm here for anyhow
	And does it really matter
	If I don't do it now?
	I know it has a reason
	but what that is I don't know
	I've tried to find out all my life
	I have to find out so —
	I'll remember where I'm going
and	I'll know just where I've been
	I'll know quite what I'm going for
and	remember what I've seen

 (c) 1991 Sam Liddicott
I found this a bit sickly at the time and my view hasn't changed much in the last 23 years. verse 2 and 3 were scribbled through but I've included them here.

Inspired by mission transfers; and the first couple of minutes of this video: